When we got together it scared the shit out of me 'cos you were the one person who could ruin my life.
i pushed you away and made you think things would be awful,
but really i was terrified of pain.
i didn't want you to have that hold on me.i didn't want to be a slave
to the way i feel about you,
can you understand?
you were trying to punish me back,and it's horrible,so horrible.
'cos really i'd die for you.
i love you so much it's killing me!
xoxo
