Moody night

I'm trying hard..

not to miss you..

I'm trying hard to concentrate

but

still i failed to concentrate on studies..



whole day din meet u

its like a century din meet u

whole night long

sat in front of pc

FB-ing till im bore



u r enjoying the night with friends

celebrating fren's bday

i tried not to msg u

nor to disturb u

cuz i hope i can make a change

which is to let u have more time to spend with friends



i dun wan to be said im a selfish person

who always stick to u

holding u tight

till lose your privacy



I let u enjoy the moment with friends

so

i dun wan to disturb u

that's why

i said...

"go ahead with them"

i dun wan ppl feel u keep texting with ur gf

while hang out with friends



I'm trying hard to

let u have an enjoyable n happy nite with yr buddies

alt deep in heart

i miss u like crazy..



I tried to tell you that i dun wish to distract u guys

but

why u js can't get what i'm trying to tell u?

m i too hard to be understand?

or im using too straight forward word in text?



I sincerely apologize if make u feel bad

I'm just hoping that u will enjoy with them

I din follow u n join them

bcz i still hardly to let go smthg

smthg which caused me in tears

for days n weeks

for the topic we discussed before



I'm telling myself..

gal, u should be tough enough

be strong

be a good girl

*cheer up

I've tried my very best

tried hard to make everything in a good way

&

end up

I still can't stop

my mind

my heart

fr missing you

♥